Warrens Birthday

Today was my son's 6th birthday. I found myself a little in shock about how the time flys wishing I could slip back in time, just for a moment to see my husbands face, and hear his awe over his sons birth. To feel that rush of happiness when tears stream because the love you feel is bursting from the soul. I am not a overly religious person but I am a mother of 3 boys and with each of their births, there was such a divine rush of happiness that you know your life has been touched by some higher power.

After my last child, I was fixed and I will never have anymore children. Three is plenty,I know, but on days like today, there is a twinge, a small part of me that is sad. Knowing, I will never feel that way again. Of course a few moments later they will be fighting and screaming out... Mommmmmmmmmmm! (arg!)and that glimpse of sorrow will be replaced, with something else.

Until tomorrow.

Goodnight.