Saturday Gripe

Today I just want to go, go, go,
yet I am frozen in a invisible force field it seems.

There is always something that prevents my escape.
Whether it be money, kids,work, hubby... they all seem to be battering my wings, yes
there is love in most of the proverbial beatings, but still, is it too much to be able to have a break from it all. I am only 28 and feel 40. (shakes head) God if things don't change, and become a little less exasperating, imaging how I will feel when I really am 40 (eeeeeek)

Right now it is silent though, I should count my blessings. The chaotic day is coming to a close.
I will be heading off to bed, to rest before tomorrows stress resurrection.

Yes I am feeling a wee bit sorry for myself, and I recognize the bitterness in my own words.
Trust me if I could cure this cantankerous taste I would. Yes I have heard all that psycho-babble of "life is what you make it" But what happens when you have been possessed by circumstance and must wait.. Patience I suppose you would say, well you know what I say... at least at the moment is Fuck patience, and the next person who tells me I need to be strong, is going to see just how strong I am with a fist to their face. lol haha. Just the thought of doing that to a few people (who shall remain nameless) just gave me a rush of elation. lol

Well that is about all I am going to say today. I am off to bed to hopefully dream of delight, or I will be content with dreaming of punching those I shall not name's lights out. Muhahahaha.